Tuesday, August 28, 2007

270807

How fast would you reach ground level from here?

我已经变了`但也来不及了

Morbid Tuesday

Officially feeling very morbid and moody on this tuesday morning.
Never fails to affect me. Why?

Tuesday, August 21, 2007

KRISPY KREME

Day 1



My wonderful box of KRISPY KREME!
I love you so much JAC!
So thoughtful of you to buy me this humongous box of KRISPY KREME!
Loving every minute of it!
Like Homer Simpson salivating and
slowly devouring his donuts at work.
That's how I'm attacking my Krispy Kreme Donuts!
DOoo... Nuts... D'OH!

Marchand De Légumes



My new watch that literally tells me the time. In Japanese! Lol...
Been looking for this watch for a while already. Finally found it!
It looks childish and cheapo, but who fucking cares!
As long as I love it, it's fine!

Friday, August 17, 2007

Thursday, August 16, 2007

Show Some Appreciation

Can't help but to feel that what I did was not being appreciated.
Like I was just being made used of.
Not even a word of thanks.

Wednesday, August 15, 2007

H E A D A C H E

Stupid Headache today was almost splitting my skull into half...
The intensity of the pain caused me to lose my appetite.
Couldn't concentrate on anything at all.
Worse of all, I had to sit thru an interview with that damn headache throbbing away like a train on a railway track!

Grieving

Grieving is not only for those who have loved ones who pass away.
Grieving is also for those who have lost a loved one.
When can one ever stop grieving...

Tuesday, August 07, 2007

ADDICTION

Main Entry: ad·dic·tion

Pronunciation: &-'dik-sh&n

Function: noun:

compulsive physiological need for and use of a habit-forming substance.
characterized by tolerance and by well-defined physiological symptoms upon withdrawal; broadly : persistent compulsive use of a substance known by the user to be physically, psychologically, or socially harmful.

Monday, August 06, 2007

思念是一种病



思念是一种病 : 震岳&蔡健雅

当你在穿山越岭的另一边
我在孤独的路上没有尽头

一辈子有多少的来不及
发现已经失去
最重要的东西
恍然大悟早已远去
为何总是在犯错之后
才肯相信错的是自己
他们说这就是人生
试著体会试著忍住眼泪
还是躲不开应该有的情绪

我不会奢求世界停止转动
我知道逃避一点都没有用
只是这段时间里尤其在夜里
还是会想起难忘的事情
我想我的思念是一种病
久久不能痊愈

当你在穿山越岭的另一边
我在孤独的路上没有尽头
时常感觉你在耳后的呼吸
却未曾感觉你在心口的鼻息

汲汲营营
忘记身边的人需要爱和关心
藉口总是拉远了距离
不知不觉无声无息
我们总是在抱怨事与愿违
却不愿意回头看看自己
想想自己到底做了甚么蠢事情

也许是上帝给我一个试炼
只是这伤口需要花点时间
只是会想念过去的一切
那些人事物会离我远去
而我们终究也会远离
变成回忆

当你在穿山越岭的另一边
我在孤独的路上没有尽头
时常感觉你在耳后的呼吸
却未曾感觉你在心口的鼻息

oh 思念是一种病
oh 思念是一种病一种病

多久没有说我爱你
多久没有拥抱你所爱的人
当这个世界不在那么美好
只有爱可以让他更好
我相信一切都来得及
别管那些纷纷扰扰
别让不开心的事停下了脚步
就怕你不说就怕你不做
别让遗憾继续一切都来得及

当你在穿山越岭的另一边
我在孤独的路上没有尽头
时常感觉你在耳后的呼吸
却未曾感觉你在心口的鼻息

Thursday, August 02, 2007

NUDIE

Got my Nudie today! Love the fit...
So comfy. Glad I went up to try it out.
Was just slacking away and taking a break.
Went into the shophouse to take a look at the Nudie.
Just couldn't resist the temptation to try it out.
It fitted me like it was made for me. Lol...
So I bought it after a short consideration.

Sad thing is that my Japan T-shirt orders didn't manage to get through.
Most of the S sizes were out. Due to the sale period there.
You win some, you lose some, I suppose.

Had to battle the flu bug/sorethroat these 2 days.
Was kinda glad to have made it to Xian's Birthday Party.
Haven't seen her in a long time.
She still looks good, if not better then ever.

Going back to my Harry Potter.
*Think I might wanna sleep in my Nudie*

Wednesday, August 01, 2007

010807

Always thought the start of a brand new month would be good.
Turns out that this is one of the worse days for me.

Went hunting for a Vest, which I cannot find at all.
Maybe because my friend sucked at describing the place.

Wanted to get my April77 Colour Overdrive Raw today.
Was pissed off by one of the guy staff there. So freaking afraid that I might mess up his display shelf. Kept ranting on about the display rack where they hang the jeans.

FOR GOODNESS SAKE! I'M NOT GOING TO MESS UP YOUR STUPID SHELF. JUST LOOKING AT THE DIFFERENT JEANS MATERIAL, U MORON!

Ended up talking to a nicer guy staff, and when I wanted to try on the pair I was eyeing on. He told me that my size has no more stock. Argh! How irritating! I was already planning on when I can wear my new jeans. *POOF* There goes my hope of wearing a new pair of jeans this month.

There were other things that were not going my way today too.
Too many to list out. I'll be ranting away here and start boring the shit out of whoever's reading this.

The only, maybe possibly the good thing that happened today was that Jean Danker said I was wearing a nice watch.

All in all, I get really irritated when my plans gets all twisted and not going my way. Really irritates the hell out of me.

What a fucked up start to a new month.

Monday, July 30, 2007

The Fashion Whore In Me

Fashion is not about utility.
An accessory is merely a piece of iconography
used to express individual identity

Sunday, July 29, 2007

4 In The Morning

It's 4 in the morning now. can't seem to sleep. although I'm like freaking tired.
It's never nice to be the last to know. I seem to always be the last.
What's wrong with being a nice guy? You get trampled all over.
Putting too much trust in people, will open up the doors of lies.
Why is it so?

Olivia's voice is humming in my head now. Serenading my world. Soothing my heart, my soul, my spirit.

Wednesday, July 25, 2007

其实还爱你

Like I said, I'm a sucker for sad songs.



我讨厌 阴天的风 冷得那么刺痛
只有你 能够抚平所有的寂寞
昨天的风筝在角落
被谁丢到了路口
我很不想让你 找到离开的理由

每一夜 闭上眼睛 我看到了恶梦
你微笑 但是旁边的人不是我
天空切开一道裂缝
直接割到我心中
不想装作脆弱 也不想爱得懦弱 只是我非常爱你 不想失去你
难道我没有权利 说我不愿意
你给了他的吻 虽然只有余温
可知道我多渴望抓住你的心

我知道他很爱你 你怕他伤心
我每天假装开心 害怕你离去
可不可以任性 求求你不要去
藏在我心里 最后一句 其实还爱你

每一夜 闭上眼睛 我看到了恶梦
你微笑 但是旁边的人不是我
天空切开一道裂缝
直接割到我心中
不想装作脆弱 也不想爱得懦弱

只是我非常爱你 不想失去你
难道我没有权利 说我不愿意 HO-OH
你给了他的吻 虽然只有余温
可知道我多渴望抓住 你的心

我知道他很爱你 你怕他伤心
我每天假装开心 害怕你离去
可不可以任性 求求你不要去
藏在我心里 最后一句 其实还爱你

可不可以任性 求求你不要去
藏在我心里 最后一句
其实还爱你

Tuesday, July 24, 2007

Right Here, Right Now!

Kicking back, relaxing, watching cable in my room.
Just set up the damn thing only.

Yesterday Once More...

As I was sitting there on a Saturday night, on the sofa in the middle of Conrad Hotel waiting.
I was listening to the pianist playing.
As I listened on, I was humming along to the song.
Yesterday Once More...
The lyrics really affected me like the softie I was.
Always a sucker for sad songs.
Maybe because I was brought up in that kind of a household.
Here's the song...



When I was young
I'd listen to the radio
Waitin' for my favorite songs
When they played I'd sing along
It made me smile.

Those were such happy times
And not so long ago
How I wondered where they'd gone
But they're back again
Just like a long lost friend
All the songs I loved so well.

Every Sha-la-la-la
Every Wo-o-wo-o
Still shines
Every shing-a-ling-a-ling
That they're startin' to sing's
So fine.

When they get to the part
Where he's breakin' her heart
It can really make me cry
Just like before
It's yesterday once more.

Lookin' back on how it was
In years gone by
And the good times that I had
Makes today seem rather sad
So much has changed.

It was songs of love that
I would sing to then
And I'd memorize each word
Those old melodies
Still sound so good to me
As they melt the years away.

Every Sha-la-la-la
Every Wo-o-wo-o
Still shines
Every shing-a-ling-a-ling
That they're startin' to sing's
So fine.

All my best memories
Come back clearly to me
Some can even make me cry.

Just like before
It's yesterday once more.

Saturday, July 21, 2007

Addiction is such a Bee-otch

Addiction can really be such a Bee-otch. If you know what I mean.
It can just slowly creep in without you knowing, until one fine day...
"BAM" it hits you right in your face, between your eyes, right at your nose!
You crouch down and wince in pain.
DAMN! It's already too late...
You realised that you're already addicted.
You just can't seem to do without it.
Everyday, every minute, every second, yearning, craving just for that little morsel.
It's constantly on your mind.
I'm addicted...

Monday, July 16, 2007

CONGRATS! BERN & JAC!

Attended a very good friend/colleague's wedding last Sat.
A fantastic and wonderful event.
Here's some photos.
Will upload more to my Flicker Album once I'm free.



Bern, Bern & Jac


Vainpots


AngPows!!!


Bern, Bern & Taufik


Me & Godma


Me & Ade

Wednesday, July 11, 2007

Rain Rain Go Away

Rain Rain Go Away Little Bernie Wants To Play...

Got caught in the rain today as I left my place for work.
The rain always seems to mock me as I leave the house
and then it starts pouring away like crazy.
Each droplet seems to echo out a giggle,
mocking at me that I have to bring out an umbrella.
Which I hate to do so, so much.
My pointy shoes got wet, but at least its patented.
So it's waterproof.
As I boarded the train, I wondered to myself.
Would all it be strange for a guy to have a scarf around his neck on a rainy day such as today.
Never had much of a chance to use the scarfs
I bought when I was over in HongKong.
Anyways, I'll be watching
Harry Potter And The Order Of The Phoenix later.
Hope it's good. Coz' I love reading the books.
(Mental note: I miss reading.)
Want to buy the last book when it comes out this July.

Thursday, July 05, 2007

Brutally Simple

Life is so simple it's brutal.
Wonder what's wrong with me nowadays.
My mind's all dazed and confused.
Don't which way to go right now.
Totally lost in myself.
Feeling the strain right now.
Had a rough night.
To put it simply...

Everything i want is either illegal, immoral or seriously exorbitant

Friday, June 22, 2007

Driving Is Such A Hassle...



Haven't posted in a while.
Gonna start with some photos first before going into long essays and thesis.

Pointed Patent Shoes

My current favourite pair of shoes!
I also have an exact black coloured twin too!
Got both of them from Japan! Don't ask me how much they cost though.

Thursday, June 14, 2007

我懷念的

我记得那年生日 也记得那一首歌 我只想唱给你听 也不会在唱那首歌给别人了



我懷念的 是無話不說 
我懷念的 是一起作夢
我懷念的 是爭吵以後 還是想要愛你的衝動
我記得那年生日 也記得那一首歌
記得那片星空 最緊的右手
最暖的胸口 誰記得 誰忘了

Monday, June 11, 2007

Brain Dead Monday Blues

Something to perk up my day.
Hope the stupidity makes you laugh off your blues too.



Wednesday, June 06, 2007

Current Tone Stuck In My Head

Do take a seat before viewing this video so as to facilitate any fatal injuries if fainting occurs from the good looking guy.

Takuya Kimura - GATSBY Moving Rubber Commercial


Gatsby bleach

Friday, June 01, 2007

I'll Survive (Parody)

Started my day bad. But this made my fucking day man! Totally AWESOME!

Wednesday, May 30, 2007

Fry Kid!!!


Would you...?

Sty

Sty
(Stye, Hordeolum)

What is a sty?

A sty (sometimes spelled stye) is a tender, painful red bump located at the base of an eyelash or on, inside, or under the eyelid. The medical term for a sty is hordeolum.

A sty results from an acute infection of the oil glands of the eyelid (meibomian glands) that occurs after these glands have become clogged. A sty also may arise from an infected hair follicle at the base of an eyelash. The bacterium Staphylococcus aureus is responsible for 90-95% of cases of styes. A sty can develop as a complication of blepharitis (inflammation of the eyelid).

The term external hordeolum has been used to refer to a sty that develops at the base of an eyelash involving a hair follicle of the eyelid, whereas the term internal hordeolum refers to a sty arising due to blocked meibomian glands in the eyelid.

Monday, May 28, 2007

Just Some Photographs

On My Way...


Love this shot!


NARITA AIRPORT!


Hello Kitty Poster.


Dubai Macs.


Emirates Flight Home.


Click on the link that says photographs on the right to see more.

Saturday, May 19, 2007

K歌之王

I'm suddenly back into this Ktv Mood again.
Think I'll organise one soon.
Anyone up to a Ktv Session?

I think alot of feelings and emotions are added into the songs...

Tuesday, May 08, 2007

cardigans or sweaters

So is it called a sweater or a cardigan for a guy?

Where can I find nice cardigans for guys?

Requirements
Plain grey or black coloured.
A simple design is fine, maybe lines or whatever.
But it still depends on me still...
Abolutely no pockets! Serves no purpose at all!

So hard to find something I like these days.
Mostly must get from overseas...

Monday, May 07, 2007

sobuoykcuf

Monday Blues...

Ah... nothing better to start your week with a cup of coffee and some Monday Blues...

My slogan for the today would be:

so.buo.yk.cuf

Recommended amount of usage.

Just a dose of it on any retard, numbskull or nincompoop
that might stand against you.
Use it with great emotions, in a high-pitch, frenzied manner.

Caution

Use it sparingly when you feel like your chest might be bursting into flames by a spastic individual.

Friday, May 04, 2007

APOPLECTIC WITH RAGE

Best way to describe my feelings today:

annoyed,
antagonized,
bitter,
chafed,
choleric,
convulsed,
displeased,
enraged,
exacerbated,
exasperated,
fuming,
furious,
galled,
hateful,
heated,
infuriated,
irascible,
irate,
ireful,
irritable,
irritated,
nettled,
offended,
outraged,
provoked,
raging,
resentful,
riled,
splenetic,
storming,
sulky,
sullen,
tumultuous,
turbulent,
uptight,
vexed,
wrathful

Thursday, May 03, 2007

Yacht Trip 010507

Went on a yacht trip the other day.
With Great Thanks from me to the Crew from Il-Lido.
Really had some fantastic food.
Here's some photos.
Will upload more when I get the swimming photos.

A Glass Of Anti-UTI to start off the day


Kick back and relax


Testing my hand on Pole Dancing


The Crew
Sabrina, A.J, August, Randy


Gentlemen... Start your engines

Thursday, April 12, 2007

Mario Hell Mode?

WARNING!!! A least 10 years of Mario experience required!!!
(If possible...)



I was laughing hysterically throughout the entire 23min clip watching this poor guy go thru with the game.
I laughed so hard and long that my facial muscles nearly cramped!
Anyone who played the old school Mario would understand
why it's so funny.

As a huge Nintendo Mario Fan since young,
even I'd would have given up after about 10 tries...
Kudos to you dude!

And also, I'd wanna thank the invisible blocks in the game.
Would not have laughed so hard if not for the invisible blocks!
Everytime he sets himself up for a jump only to
hit a freaking invisible block and falls to his death.
BUAWAHAHAHA!!! *Evil Laughter!*

The guy who made this mod is pure evil, torturing the guy like this.

Tuesday, April 03, 2007

Music And Lyrics

Smashing... Absolutely Lovely Show...
Song Is Now Officially Stuck In My Brain...
Love The Lyrics...
Touched Me In A Way That No One Will Ever Know...



Way Back Into Love (Demo Version)


Way Back Into Love (full version)


Way Back Into Love (Concert Version)


Don't Write Me Off

Wednesday, March 28, 2007

Heroes



Finally managed to finish the entire Heroes season 01.
The last episode of Heroes (S01E18) was a freaking cliffhanger.
Couldn't sleep properly last night,
kept thinking of why they must end it like that and made my mind wonder about what's about to happen next in Heroes Season 02.
I've been chasing this series from NBC since last year. Took me such a long time to download everything, but manage to get the rest with the help of Sam.

I think "Tim Kring" did a very good job on the story.
I was basically devouring every episode like the last morsel on my plate.
It's a very well thought out series.

My Favourite 2 Heroes in the show!

Hiro Nakamura


Peter Petrelli


My Favourite Painting in the show!



Heroes Returns in April!

It's time to save the world! Heroes returns April 23.
I'll be looking forward to Heroes Season 02. Can't wait for April to come!

Thursday, March 22, 2007

Sooooo Cute Sooooo Cute!

May I have this kitty cat pweety puhwease!
I miss you, Lil' pussy cat!

Wednesday, March 21, 2007

This masquerade

Are we really happy with
This lonely game we play
Looking for the right words to say
Searching but not finding
Understanding anyway
We're lost in this masquerade

Both afraid to say we're just too far away
From being close together from the start
We tried to talk it over
But the words got in the way
We're lost inside this lonely game we play

(*) throughts of leaving disappear
Each time I see your eyes
And no matter how hard I try
To understand the reason
Why we carry on this way
And we're lost in this masquerade

We tried to talk it over
But the words got in the way
We're lost inside this lonely game we play

Repeat (*)
We're lost in a masquerade

Tuesday, March 20, 2007

The Pursuit of Happyness

Managed to watch this show recently.
Really touched me in a way that no such other mellow drama movie ever had.
His pain as a father was so heart wrenching that I actually felt his pain even though it was only a movie.

My favorite line from the movie was:

"Don't ever let somebody tell you you can't do something...
You got a dream, you gotta protect it...
If you want something, go get it. Period."

Will Smith playing Chris Gardner says this in "The Pursuit of Happyness".

For those who haven't caught it. Watch out for the Black man at the end of the movie where Will Smith takes a look at. Its the real Chris Gardner who plays a cameo appearance.

I'm definitely getting the DVD or Blu-Ray for this movie.

1 little thing was the grey jacket that he was wearing in several scenes...

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Hmm... Doesn't that look very familiar...
Coz it's the same jacket that I got! Lol...

Enjoy the show....

Wednesday, March 14, 2007

A Super Duper Pink Furry Bubblicios Dream

Last night I had this Super Duper Pink Furry Bubblicios Dream. It was so amazing, till reality set in...
I dreamt that.......................

OOPS! I FORGOT! DAMN IT!

Tuesday, March 13, 2007

Car caught fire at the carpark near my work place!
















Today, my day started with the strangest event that took place at the carpark at my workplace... My colleague called the Fire Brigade, and I called and MMS Straits Times. Here's a Pic.
















Went back for a second look before lunch. Now it's totally charred and wrecked... I wonder if that's a BMW.... sigh.... I feel so Singaporean (KPO). LOL!

Tuesday, March 06, 2007

Nothing worth noticing

Well, it's been quite a while. Here I am once again, trying to update my blog.

The past weekend has been very interesting and intriguing. Too many things to list out. Heh...

Fixed my Blades and went out this morning to blade at ECP only to find out that I snapped my right buckle this time round. Sigh... Got to send in my right blade to replace the broken buckle now... sob.

Well, I supppose God was kind enough to bless me with something else in return for my unfortunate incident. I randomly called in to Class 95 in the morning after I got into the studio and I won a pair of GALA MOVIE TICKETS FOR "TMNT"! (TMNT = Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles) Brings back childhood memories for some of us huh. Next upcoming one would be the much awaited "Transformers" movie!

Gonna be a busy week for me. Lots of events to attend after work everyday. Places to go, things to do , to play and not to forget, a little bit of self indulgence.

Wednesday, February 14, 2007

Congrats A & A!!!

Thanks for inviting me to your wedding dinner! So happy for you two. The only thing missing here is a proper picture of you two. Lol... There's a group photo of us, but without the Two of you in it. Hoping to get it soon so that I can update it into this blog. Btw, I got a comment that I looked like a HongKong student in my clothes. Heh...


Thinking hard..

Things you do when you're bored after lunch... sigh...

Friday, February 09, 2007

Just some Daily Entry

Quite relieved to hear from Dr Julian that I can finally rub my eyes and go swimming without goggles. After 2 months of self control, refraining myself from rubbing my eyes when I'm tired or when I just wake up. It's quite torturous, you know?

Fate has been kind to me, but life still ain't no sunshine. Been doing things to change myself, but I feel it's only external.

Like going for Lasik to get rid of my specs. Some say I look better without them, but mostly agree that they've grown used to seeing me in different specs on different occasions. It's already an accessory that I have on daily.

Gone on a 11 day holiday trip to Hongkong. Went to visit relatives, meet up with some that I've never even seen before. Loiter and mixed around with the locals. Feeling the different culture there was good. Almost didn't wanted to come back, if it's not for those things that I cannot let go off back home.

Haven't coloured my hair in a year. Can you believe it? Friends have been asking me why I haven't been colouring my hair for so long, some thought why I've coloured my hair black on purpose. Well, I guess I've not been in the mood to colour my hair anymore. Just leaving it black, black like my soul?

Maybe if I can put it in words. Perhaps I'd say that the world I'm living in is currently black & white, moving in a slow motion.

It's pretty tough to be a ebullient, jaunty, exuberant person everyday when you go out when it's the exact opposite of how you're feeling.

Thursday, February 08, 2007

A day of fun with no sun at the beach



Went to the beach last Sunday. Had a little sunshine but nothing enough to get me tanned. Nothing much to post except that I enjoyed the company, had a little sunshine but was unable to swim due to my eyes.

Pardon the position I was in for that photo. Not trying to be a Ah Beng, just trying to imitate this character in this Japanese Anime and Manga that I've been following very very very closely.

All in all a great day, but didn't achieve a tan...

Blythe

Recently pick up my PSP and started playing DJ MAX again.
This Korean game really rocks!
I just love this song in that game. It's really tough, friends who seen me play or attempted it will vouch for me. It's insane esp in the 8 buttons mode. Gonna get the DJ MAX PORTABLE 2 when it launches soon!
Listen and watch the video.
ENJOYS!

My Broken Wings

Someone once mentioned that I looked like I had wings on my feet, gliding on waters gracefully when I have my blades on.

Now those Wings are crippled, broken... just like my spirit.

I recently broke the left buckle!!! So sad that I can't grab my Roces and just go blading as and when I feel like it. Got to go get it fixed. Hope the buckle can be replaced. If not I got to get a power-strap to strap it down or get a new pair of blades. Hopefully a pair of inline fitness skates. Want to train for distance. No more crazy stair riding or insane grinding on stair handles. Too old and rigid to do that anymore. Maybe can put those good old grind plates to rest.


My Poor poor Roces...

Dubstars
















Anyone heard of this song called "Stars" by the group "Dubstars"?
I really loved the song since a very long long long time ago. Gives me that dreamy feel, bringing back so many memories...
And recently I managed to chance upon that album "Disgraceful" at a 2nd hand cd shop.
So happy! So sorry for the blurred image...

Urban Legends


Really hate the tissue paper booking system here at Amoy Food Center.
All kinds of stuff can be used to use to "book" the seats.
Umbrellas for 1 table.
1 Pack of tissue paper for a seat.
Company pass holders for a seat.
Anything and everything...
Now... not only to make matters worse...
This has appeared... OMFG!