Bizarre Love Triangle

Just to share a song that's one of my all time favourite... There are 2 versions here for you guys to view. THe original by NEW ORDER, which is a fantastic song to listen and dance to. And the lovey dovey one covered by FRENTE which is just as nice as a love song. Enjoy the song people.

New Order - Bizarre Love Triangle




Frente! - Bizarre Love Triangle




New Order
Brotherhood (1986)
Bizarre Love Triangle

Every time I think of you
I feel shot right through with a bolt of blue
It's no problem of mine
But it's a problem I find
Living a life that I can't leave behind
But there's no sense in telling me
The wisdom of the fool won't set you free
But that's the way that it goes
And it's what nobody knows
well every day my confusion grows

Every time I see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray
I'm waiting for that final moment
You say the words that I can't say

I feel fine and I feel good
I'm feeling like I never should
Whenever I get this way
I just don't know what to say
Why can't we be ourselves like we were yesterday
I'm not sure what this could mean
I don't think you're what you seem
I do admit to myself
That if I hurt someone else
Then I'll never see just what we're meant to be

Every time I see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray
I'm waiting for that final moment
You say the words that I can't say

Sappy Love Songs Crappy Sad Songs

Thought I'd just share with the people who will be reading my blog, some of the lovey dovey and sad songs that I listen to. They're in alphabetical order. I usually listen to them when I'm feelin morbid or depress. Just one word of caution, these songs really affected me alot when I was depress. My current favourite one is by Tommy Page. Go figure out the song if you can and post it in my "comments". So listen to these songs at your own risk when you're depress.


All out of love
All my only dreams
Arthur's Theme
A shoulder to cry on
All I wanna do is make love to you
By your side
Bizarre love triangle
Back for good
Can't take my eyes off you
Can't help falling in love
Careless whisper
Do you really want to hurt me
Don't want to lose you now
Dreaming of you
Every breath you take
Eternal Flame
Fallen
Fixing a broken heart
Grow old with you
Hands to heaven
Hold on
In love with you
Insensitive
If you don't know me by now
I will remember you
I'll never get over you getting over me
I could fall in love
If love is blind
I'll stand by you
I'll be there
I'll remember
If you ever
I miss you so much
If we hold on together
Linger
Last christmas
Lost in your eyes
Love song for a vampire
Leaving on a jetplane
Listen to your heart
Love changes everything
Lady rain
Make it with you
Mouth
Naked and sacred
Nobody knows
Nothing compares to you
Nothing's gonna stop us now
No more I love you
No more rhyme
Once in a lifetime
Out of reach
Rain
Rush rush
Stay forever
Stay
Spending my time
Somebody
Sometimes love just ain't enough
Sway
Sukiyaki
That's why you go away
Take a bow
Turn back the clock
Take my breath away
Time after time
Toy soldier
The most beautiful girl in the world
Truly madly deeply
Vulnerable
Words get in the way
What can I do
When you're gone
WIthout you
Wooden heart
When will I see you again
You were meant for me

Walking through Memories

Have you ever felt as if everything was so familiar yet so foreign at the same time? I took a walk last night through a place I found strangely familiar. There was this nostalgic feeling that was almost too overbearing. I couldn't explain why, but with every step I took. Every step that connected to the ground, I felt my heart go "thud" too... I looked around to find something to connect to my memories but I couldn't. Some things seem to have changed. People seem to come and go in that bustling place. I just sautered my way through the massive crowd, floating through them as if I was invisible. Just like a memory that was misplaced somewhere. I wondered to myself, is it real or just a dream? How long has it been? It was all just too real to be a memory I guess.

Ufoooo! Hard Gay Desu!

Join the DARK SIDE!!! GANBATTE!!!

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Today's blog is dedicated to a friend. It may not mean anything to you or me, but it might mean alot to my friend right now.



Her melancholic smile.

When he acquainted her with the melancholy truth.

Causing pain, sadness and despondence.

Sorrow came from her eyes like the weeping clouds in the sky.

To drown the anger within her soul.

There is melancholy in her voice and sorrow in her tone.

Growing more melancholy with every passing hour.

Dry are her eyes and gone are her sorrow.

The melancholy still remains deep within her soul.

Super Mario Kill Bill

Being Malign

Today 22/03/06, I've encountered that word once again in my life. I really detest it when people point false accusations at me when I'm not guilty. I loathe the feeling that starts to boil my blood. All my friends would know that I hardly have a temper, but when I do... please steer clear of my path. My closest friends would know that I hate being Malign. Can't believe the audacity of the person who pointed the finger at me without finding out the truth first! He just calumniated me, I felt so disgusted. That is one of the things that I really loathe, to be Maligned!

Just a daily entry - 200306

Had just about the same day as any other day except that I was anticipating my friends Angie & Alvin's R.O.M. (Registry Of Marriage) Ceremony where they become Husband & Wife Legally. I was informed to wear pastel colours and so I did. I actually went to the extend of getting a new Lacoste Polo Tee for myself to wear to the event (Just another excuse to shop, LOL). Matched it with my biege pants and onitsuka shoes. My studio colleagues at work were quite intrigued by my particular style of dressing today. Said I looked very ***. Sigh... always get that alot. But what the hell, I'm a vainpot I guess. Manage to get thru the day and left studio early to meet my friends for the event. But the significant thing that happened to me, and not my friends Angie & Alvin, was when I was walking towards Good Wood Park Hotel passing by Scotts to Hyatt. I walked pass this girl who was asking for donations with a donation box. Those rectangular plastic ones with some words written on it? It was around 6+ when I whisked pass that place and notice that girl. After the R.O.M. Ceremony, the 3 of us walked back towards the MRT Station. From far, I notice that the poor girl was still there asking for donations. The thing with the locals are that really aren't that sympathatic with such charity work. And there this girl was, standing there alone, asking for donations in the nicest manner. No one really took notice of her, just brisk walked pass her. Almost felt that she was just like a invisible thing being ignored. It was already kinda late like around 9-ish... We saunter pass her, and she beamed a wide smile and asked us in the nicest and kindest manner "Would you like to make a donation, its for charity!". I took 2 steps and I stopped... turned around and said "Hey, why not...". Tooked out my wallet and whipped out the money and popped it into the box. The following event really made me very happy because I could tell that I've made her day! She said "thank you very much sir!" so loudly that I almost felt like blushing because some of the pedestrains and my friends turned to look. She was going on about how I made her day because my donation was the largest she gotten the whole day. She took out all the pens that she had and asked me to choose one from the batch because I was so nice. I felt embaressed at that point of time and told her to jus choose one for me instead. She insisted that I must choose one and take it myself. So I took one and said "thank you" and went on my way. Once again she thanked me loudly with her widest smile and gave me a slight nod, like a goodbye kinda thing. I walked away feeling glad that I've done something so small and made someone so happy.

Phuket

it's been a while since I've last blogged. After coming back from my Phuket trip, I've been too busy meeting up with ppl, with work and playing. Finally decided to settle down and blog down my Phuket trip events.

















03 Feb 2006

Me & Kathy Reached Phuket airport around 0745. As usual, after arriving and going thru the customs. I felt that I took Singapore immigration for granted again. Waited quite a while to clear the customs, eager to start my fun filled holiday. As it was still early, our transport guide took us to tour around to buy the local stuffs before making our way to the hotel to check in. After checking in, we went on to take a walk around the whole of Patong Beach and went strolling along the beach. The sun was good, striking down on me, prickling my senses thru my skin feeling the sea breeze blowing thru my face. Looking at half naked glistering bodies tanning in the heat. I almost felt like stripping down to my berms and lie there to tan too. We then went Jet skiing! It was crazy, I was like a Ghost Rider throttling my bike like a speed demon racing thru the waters like a madman. The faster I went the more thrilling it got, until I held down the throttle and forgotten to release it to slow down. I was basically bouncing off the water with the sea spraying water in my face and getting a free sea salt facial scrub! Kathy was more the safety rider going fast only when needed to. When the ride ended, we went back to the hotel to shower rest and change up. We went for the "Simon Caberet" in the evening, I was shocked beyond disbelieve that those "ladies" performing on stage were once male! Imagine me with a gapping mouth popping it open like a fish in the water. Hahaha... When the shocked finally ended, we were whisked off outside of the threatre and the "ladies" calling out to the audience to take photos with them. One of the guides then popped by to ask me if I wanted to watch the "thai girl" show. I grinned and looked at Kathy, searching for her approval because she was a girl and I was wondering if she would feel uncomfortable watching that show. She nodded and agreed cause it was something that we both had never seen before and have heard so much of. We took our transport and they dropped us off at the location and we went into the place. As much as I would like to describe what went on during that particular show. I think it would be best to see it for yourself. For me, once was quite enough. Never again would I watch a show like that ever again. It was an eye opener as to what the human anatomy is able to achieve with much skill and precision. That much I agree. After all that excitement for the 1st day, we went back to the hotel.






















04 Feb 2006

Woke up really early the next morning. Stuffed myself with the hotel breakfast and we made our way to the pier to take our boat trip! We went Island Hopping and Phi Phi Island. I would say it was an amazing trip. The water was clear with fishes. Whenever we stopped at different places, the guide told us that we could get off the speed boat and go snorkling around. He also told us if we wanted to we could leap off the front of the speed boat for fun, which of course, my mischevious nature starting edging me to do it. So I asked Kathy to try using the Camera to record me jumping off the boat. Which unfortunately, didn't manage to, TWICE! Lol... It was fun though. Took lots of photos (which I hope I can link it up to the Title soon.) I was totally burnt after that trip. Had to apply loads of moisturiser on myself.


05 Feb 2006

Was super tired when I woke up that morning. Went for breakfast with Kathy, then to the pool to laze around and tan some more. Even had a conversation with one of the guest there. Found out that he was from Finland with his wife and little girl for 2 weeks in Phuket. After which I said goodbye to them and went back to the room to change up. Ended up sleeping more then went off to Karon beach to jalan around. Karon beach was much more quieter then Patong. We only went to shop around a little before making our way around, walked like crazy I tell you.... our legs were so tired. We stopped at a cafe and had drinks waiting for the sunset. Took some nice shots and bargained with the Tuk-Tuk drivers to get our ride back to Patong beach. We decided to go to some bar and have some drinks. But the bar was so boring! The girls who were pole dancing we like toys with batts repeating the same thing over and over and over and over and over again! I finally gave up and started watching soccor on TV. Kathy was like so shocked that I was watching soccor. We decided to leave and go get some drinks and go back to the hotel room to "nua", pig out on our snacks, have our drinks and watch TV.


06 Feb 2006

Couldn't take it anymore. Our bodies were aching like crazy, it felt as if with every step I took my bones were cracking and my muscles were ripping apart. It was so sore that we decided to have a Thai Massage. It was the first time I had a massage, I was so tense. Lol... My close friends would know that I don't like strangers to touch me. The lady who was massaging me was quite nice, she was damn good too, started cracking all the bones in my body. It was quite painful at first, but after the whole traumatising event. I felt real good, like all the aches and pains were gone. We then went back to take a shower, rest up a little and went off shopping for gifts. Had a great dinner too. But didn't bring a camera to take a picture of the poor lobster we ate. We actually dragged our feets all over Patong beach trying to buy and collect this particular brand of cuttle fish for my colleague back home in SUNNY SINGAPORE. I ended up with almost 100 packets. Lol...


07 Feb 2006

Finally, our trip ended and we were on our way back to Singapore. Had an eventful trip. Had great company, my friend Kathy was really fun to hang out with. Thanks girl! Now its back to reality.

My Sat Night Out

Ministry Of Sound last saturday was superb! I was there with my Sexy Ah mui and friends. But I really HATED the Door BITCHES (DB) and their "Bitchy Floor Manager?" (BFM) who were guarding the VIP Entrance.
Basically when we arrived, the DBs took their own sweet time to verify our names on the VIP namelist. When we finally managed to get it, 1 kind lady staff led us to the Main Arena of MOS where the VIP Suite was situated above and behind the DJ Console. The person in charge of the VIP Suite then refused to let us in because we apparently had to have another "chop" for the VIP Suite on our right wrist besides the normal "chop" on our left wrist. We had an argument with him, then the nice lady staff went to look for the "BFM" to see if there's anything that could be done to let us into the VIP Suite without the "chop".
After what seemed like eons......, we had to go all the way back to the entrance to get that "HOLY CHOP" from those DBs... squeezing pass all those crowd again. We finally made it down and up again to the VIP Suite with the "HOLY CHOP" and got in after all those trials and tribulations.
The seats were like.... so big and comfy. Over looking onto the Main Arena over the DJ Console, we could see the crowd perfectly. The waitress there were polite and would come over often to refill our drinks. Guess its part of the job scope in the VIP Suite.
We toasted, made merry and drank to our hearts content before making our way to the dance floor downstairs to dance away our "High feeling". The music was great, most probably was because we were high and we were standing next to the damn stereo systems. Lol.... Our little group also went to the different rooms to try out the music. The pure room was nice. 54 was my kinda room, but didn't stay there for long cause my little click didn't like that. We didn't manage to get into the Smoove room cause it was full. So we headed back to the Main Arena to dance somemore. After what seemed to be a long time, all my friends besides my Ah Mui decide to go off. So the 2 of us went to squeeze into the Smoove Room to dance to the groove of RNB music. Was damn PACKED! But manage to enjoy dancing next to my Sexy(Yet Bubbly) Ah Mui. The dancing didn't last long because of the humungas crowd that was moving around which irritated the hell out of us. So we decided to end the night, pack up and go. I thoroughly enjoyed myself the whole night. Hadn't really danced like that for a long time...

Memoirs of a Geisha

MENSA Intelligence Test

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My heart is beating slow
My breathing is a little shallow
I feel so sad, I feel discouraged.

I smile and say hello,
Nodding to my left and right.

But behind my happy face
My little heart is breaking,
It's dying.

I clench my jaw and fists
I squeeze my eyes
I choke back those salty tears.

Sometimes I think no one cares
I find it hard to bear
Tearing at my heart.

I put on my happy face
But behind my painted smile
I'm crying
I'm dying

孙燕姿 concert

Haven't really had much time to blog recently. So I thought of just updating the 孙燕姿 concert I attended last week. Except for a few technical errors, I thought the concert was fantastic! Never imagine watching her in person would be so great! I got to go orh-orh already. Lots of work to finish before my long deserved break!
Oh! BTW, here's my ticket stub...

My week at work

Had a tough week at work this week. Was trying to complete all my work before my fantastic leave starting from 25th Jan - 6th Feb. So I'm trying as hard and working as fast as I can to finish up everything before I go off for 12 days of rest.

Besides trying to complete my work. I was also trying to arrange my trip with my friend to Phuket during my long vacation. After a week or 2 of planning, we've finally booked our air tickets and hotel accomendations. I'll be off to Phuket for 5 days 4 nights starting from 3rd - 7th Feb. Hope I can come back with alot of nice pictures then I can post them up for you guys to see. Haven't had a holiday in a long time since I ORD from the ARMY. So this was kinda planned since last year. And it was supposed to be with some other person until some unforseen circumstances popped up. I guess fate would had it that my friend just happened to talked to me and the topic of a holiday popped up and here I am getting all excited at the trip to Phuket in Feb.

Tonight, I finally had the time to go chill out and my friends and I arranged to go to "The Loof" to have a drink. I made reservations for 2130hrs and when I reached there, I informed the waiter that I had made reservations before and he actually chased away 2 girls and 1 guy sitting at the table that was prepared for us. They sort of glared at me and left looking for other seats. That moment was kinda hilarious, if you could only see the look on their faces. I sat there for a good whole 20mins before my friends slowly dwindled in 1 by 1. We had some food, drinks, chat for a while. And towards the end of our little meeting, I went to do something that I've never ever ever done in my whole life before. I was astonished that I actually put up with myself to do that. Don't ask me what, cause I'm not telling unless you're a close friend. Basically, "The Loof" plays quite nice music. I could hold a proper conversation with my friends. Was kinda a nice place to chill out after a long hard week of work. (If it doesn't rain)

So tired now. Looking forward to a lazy Sat afternoon of watching VCDS and then...!!! To get ready to watch the SUN YAN ZI CONCERT in the evening!!!!! WOO HOOO!!!! Front row seats!!! All thanks to my GOOD FRIEND!!! HEH!!! Going to go enjoy myself and sing myself hoarse at SUN YAN ZI's concert tomorrow. Till then... enjoy your weekend!!

Life - What meaning does it hold for you?

Life, it has been a great fantastic rollercoaster ride for me these past few years. There were ups and there were downs. I've taken the bad and thrown it aside, forgotten about it and let it slide. I've embraced the good and loved every moment of it. Savour the happiness and tasted the tears. But why does the saturnine things in life always have that lasting effect on you? Why can't life be intoxicated with exultant?

Human beings have this craving for success in life. We all have needs and desires. Mostly we are compelled and driven by all this. But couldn't there be a balance of both? Can't people be satisfied and contented?

Does vanity play a part in all this? Would you love yourself so much that your narcissism shuts out everyone else? Or is there just this imperturable egoism that you live your life by?

I think I'm starting to talk nonsense here. I'm going to end off by saying that life for me at this moment is nothing but just an air of melancholy sadness hanging around me, in everything I touch, feel, see, taste or smell. Nothing perks me up at this moment anymore. Everything seems so morbid, so despondent. Nothing really matters much anymore. The world around me is rotating and moving on. Happiness and joy is all around. But why do I still embrace onto sadness and grief.

Life - What meaning does it hold for you?

Cocoa Cheese

Today.... work ended great. Coz' I had a slice of Cocoa Cheese (New York cheesecake with chocolate mousse) before I left work for gym! It all started when my colleague wanted to get a cake for his wife-to-be. He was deciding where to get it and I suggested to him that he should get a cake from The Patissier. I've tried a few of the cakes there and "OMG!". They are so fantastic! So the 4 of us took a walk up to Ann Siang Hill where its located and went in to take a look. He took so bloody long to decide which cake and size he wanted. When the 3 of us already selected and paid for ours and was sitting down trying to push him to a decision... In the end he got a Cake that looks like a Dome like Chocolate Cake. Dunno how it taste, but I'm sure its fantastic.
The most important part is that I've gotten myself a slice of Cocoa Cheese. MAN!!! DID IT TASTE HEAVENLY OR WHAT!!! I loved every morsel of it. I was slowly savouring the cake. Feeling the Cocoa and the Cheese on my taste buds, flowing down my throat. I think I'm going to pamper myself from now on and try 1 different flavour every twice a week.
Here's a pic of the cake I've tried. Hehe.... don't drool too much....

Onitsuka Tiger Corsair Memorial Classic Running Shoe

I totally forgot to log this into my blog yesterday together with my Retail Therapy!
I was browsing thru a mag when I chanced upon this pair of Onitsuka Tiger Corsair Memorial Classic Running Shoe! I immediately fell in love with it! As I own a pair of yellow with red stripes Onitsuka Tiger. I wanted to get this pair too... It's so light and comfortable... (Psst! Only People with small narrow feet suits this type of shoes. At least that's what I think.) But when I went to the newly opened Onitsuka Tiger Boutique at Wheellock. The nice Sales Guy told me that it's sold out already! As it's limited stock for this design. I almost wanted to cry man... Now I have to hunt for another pair of shoes. But I'm keeping an eye out for another pair of Onitsuka Tiger's that will capture my attention.

A week end of Retail Therapy!!!

Hi dear friends,
It's been a while since I've done anything to this blog. Life as such, has been difficult for me on certain levels. Reality Bites I suppose.
I really wanna say thanks to all my friends who stood by me during this trying times. To my drinking pals, I've never had that much beer in my life! Lol...

Okie okie... Back to what I intended to do with today's blog.
I've been going on a retail therapy the last 2 days. Here's some pictures from my trusty Nokia HP.

I was a little upset on the 31st Dec 2005 and I suddenly had this desire to step into Louis Vuitton to get a wallet for myself. I couldn't decide on which leather to get. Damier, Taiga, Epi or the Monogram.
Was considering the more on the compartments within the wallet. And I really wanted to get Epi leather. But they don't carry the cross compartment design that I like for Epi. So I ended up buying the 6 card Black Epi leather.































This was my shopping trip yesterday 010106.
This was taken after I walked into Paragon Diesel and laid my eyes on the shirt below. I was like...." I HAVE TO BUY THIS!!!!" So I tried it and I bought the Diesel shirt... Sonicesonice... I fell in love with the shirt immediately man.



































Just a simple Tee that I bought at Topshop. Got nothing that looks like this in my T-shirt collection. So I bought it lor. Nice anot?
























That's about all the rubbish I got to input into my blog today. I'll try my best to have more post for my friends to gossip about! Need to get my sleep now. Haven't slept since last night cause I was out till this morning. Just got back around 10am.