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Friday, December 08, 2006
7 Day 6 Nights Makeover Shoot FieldCamp
Finally, I'm able to update my Blog once again. Recently I did a makeover shoot again. I'd like to say a special THANKS to all the Gorgeous Staff there and also to the 2 Extremely chatty Hairstylist! They really helped me live thru that long torturous 7 days and turned it into something really fun and enjoyable. I'll post up some photos and if you're keen to look at our crazy poses, please click on the "Title" or "Photo album" Link below.
Photo album
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Tuesday, November 21, 2006
My Suvival At The Mediacorp Subaru WRX Challenge
Haven't been updating my blog in a while. No time, No mood, No nothing at all... Things have been happening but I'm just too got damn tired to blog it down.
So here I am once again with my previous big event. The Subaru Challenge.
I'd would say looking at people standing there seems easy enough, but when I was there at the hot spot with my hand attached to the car. It seemed almost like an eternity.
I only manage to last 10hrs 26mins before I remove my numbed hand from the car to get a drink. I WAS DYING OF THIRST!
Felt like I was back on the Brunei Mountains during my army training where we were running low on water and had to ration whatever that's left.
Well, there's always next year!
So here I am once again with my previous big event. The Subaru Challenge.
I'd would say looking at people standing there seems easy enough, but when I was there at the hot spot with my hand attached to the car. It seemed almost like an eternity.
I only manage to last 10hrs 26mins before I remove my numbed hand from the car to get a drink. I WAS DYING OF THIRST!
Felt like I was back on the Brunei Mountains during my army training where we were running low on water and had to ration whatever that's left.
Well, there's always next year!
NOBODY KNOWS By: The Tony Rich Project
*Something to get to know me better by*
NOBODY KNOWS
By: The Tony Rich Project
I pretended I'm glad you went away
These four walls closin' more every day
And I'm dying inside
And nobody knows it but me
Like a clown I put on a show
The pain is real even if nobody knows
And I'm crying inside
And nobody knows it but me
Why didn't I say
The things I needed to say
How could I let my angel get away
Now my world is just a tumblin' down
I can say it so clearly
But you're nowhere around
The nights are lonely, the days are so sad
And I just keep thinkin' about
The love that we had
And I'm missin' you
And nobody knows it but me
I carry a smile when I'm broken in two
And I'm nobody without someone like you
I'm tremblin' inside and nobody knows it but me
I lie awake it's a quarter past three
I'm screamin' at night as if I thought
You'd hear me
Yeah my heart is callin' you
And nobody knows it but me
How blue can I get
You could ask my heart
But like a jigsaw puzzle it's been torn all apart
A million words couldn't say just how I feel
A million years from now you know
I'll be lovin' you still
The nights are lonely, the days are so sad
And I just keep thinkin' about
The love that we had
And I'm missin' you
And nobody knows it but me
Tomorrow mornin' I'm hitting the dusty road
Gonna find you wherever, ever you might go
I'm gonna unload my heart and hope you come back to me
Said when the nights are lonely...
The nights are lonely, the days are so sad
And I just keep thinkin' about
The love that we had
And I'm missin' you
And nobody knows it but me
NOBODY KNOWS
By: The Tony Rich Project
I pretended I'm glad you went away
These four walls closin' more every day
And I'm dying inside
And nobody knows it but me
Like a clown I put on a show
The pain is real even if nobody knows
And I'm crying inside
And nobody knows it but me
Why didn't I say
The things I needed to say
How could I let my angel get away
Now my world is just a tumblin' down
I can say it so clearly
But you're nowhere around
The nights are lonely, the days are so sad
And I just keep thinkin' about
The love that we had
And I'm missin' you
And nobody knows it but me
I carry a smile when I'm broken in two
And I'm nobody without someone like you
I'm tremblin' inside and nobody knows it but me
I lie awake it's a quarter past three
I'm screamin' at night as if I thought
You'd hear me
Yeah my heart is callin' you
And nobody knows it but me
How blue can I get
You could ask my heart
But like a jigsaw puzzle it's been torn all apart
A million words couldn't say just how I feel
A million years from now you know
I'll be lovin' you still
The nights are lonely, the days are so sad
And I just keep thinkin' about
The love that we had
And I'm missin' you
And nobody knows it but me
Tomorrow mornin' I'm hitting the dusty road
Gonna find you wherever, ever you might go
I'm gonna unload my heart and hope you come back to me
Said when the nights are lonely...
The nights are lonely, the days are so sad
And I just keep thinkin' about
The love that we had
And I'm missin' you
And nobody knows it but me
Wednesday, September 20, 2006
Groove Armada @ ZOUK
Didn't really have time to blog recently. Been too caught in between trying to prepare my portfolio, hanging out , gaming on my 360. Will try to update as often. But for now... I'd really like to say that last Friday's (150906) Groove Armada at ZOUK was excellent! Met lots of friends there as well. Didn't get drunk too, maybe my 5/10 skills improved more after numerous rounds of losing and drinking. That I might have to thank DAWN Tan for it. Eugene was a goner after god knows how many rounds of intoxicating alcohol. Was trying to keep a look out for him when he was dancing like a maniac next to the stairs. Even his friends were keeping a lookout. Somehow, things just didn't feel right or the same. But anyways, got to get back to work. Was taking a break to sneak in this lil' update.
Friday, September 01, 2006
Snafu
Over the weekend, there was this pang of rejection that washed over me again for the fourth time.
Don't ask me why, when or how. I won't be telling anyone anything.
The bubbles that I've been creating around me seems to be bursting one by one.
Things seems to be getting more and more further away with each step I take forward to grasp tightly of the current situation.
The reasons for achieving my goal seems to be getting more ambiguous.
But I know that I will strive harder at my next attempt.
We have to make our own mistakes, we have to learn our own lessons.
We have to sweep today's possibilities under tommorrow's rug until we can't anymore, until we finally understand ourselves.
That knowing is better then wondering, that waking is better then sleeping.
And even the biggest failure, even the worse most intractable mistake beats the hell out of never trying.
Don't ask me why, when or how. I won't be telling anyone anything.
The bubbles that I've been creating around me seems to be bursting one by one.
Things seems to be getting more and more further away with each step I take forward to grasp tightly of the current situation.
The reasons for achieving my goal seems to be getting more ambiguous.
But I know that I will strive harder at my next attempt.
We have to make our own mistakes, we have to learn our own lessons.
We have to sweep today's possibilities under tommorrow's rug until we can't anymore, until we finally understand ourselves.
That knowing is better then wondering, that waking is better then sleeping.
And even the biggest failure, even the worse most intractable mistake beats the hell out of never trying.
Friday, August 25, 2006
Fireworks 2006
Finally got off my butt to post up photos that I took during the Fireworks this August. I missed out the 1st day as I was having a great time having a BBQ with my friends. Only managed to capture the other 3 days out of the total of 4. Hope you guys like it as much as I did photographing it.
"Fireworks are shortlived. It's best to watch it with a loved one close to you at that moment to savour in the beauty"
08 August 2006
11 August 2006
12 August 2006
There might be more add ons for this Blog.
"Fireworks are shortlived. It's best to watch it with a loved one close to you at that moment to savour in the beauty"
08 August 2006
11 August 2006
12 August 2006
There might be more add ons for this Blog.
My Quirky Fwen Is Leaving...
Couple of days ago, I called my friend to see if she's around in town. Wanted to meet up with her, but got caught up chatting on the phone with her instead. And it was then she broke the news to me that she was finally moving on to Australia to further her studies. I was kind of shocked but glad for her that she's moving on to something that she would love to do and at the same time, be with someone that she has long been yearning for. I'd miss our pigging out sessions and all the nonsense that we've done. I'd try to visit if I got the chance to. Remember to *nudge* (You know what I mean) me more often once you get there!
Tuesday, August 22, 2006
6 Underground
Been a long time since I've posted any serious stuff that's happening to me. Maybe that's because I've buried myself 6 feet under where no one can reach out to me. So here I am trying to get thru to the world underneath all this earth. Just a couple of little updates to let my friends know that I'm alive under all this.
Had several weird disgusting toilet incidents over the past 2 weekends.
13th August:
Visited Paragon toilet while on one of my shopping sprees. Just as I hit the button on the right to open the sliding door and stepped in. To my horror, I saw a lady with long hair standing in the toilet in front of the mirror (People... Relax... Do not gasp! Its not a poltergeist, just because it's the Chinese 7th Mth.). Shocked as I was, I immediately reacted by turning to my right to glance around for those all too familiar urinals and found relieve that I didn't barged into the Ladies by accident. Focusing back to the front, standing right in front of me was actually a Transvestite! I actually felt a little violated, can you believe that? I headed straight to the cubicle instead of the usual urinals to relieve myself. "Shim" was gone by the time I went to wash my hands.
20th August:
Bugis toilet this time round. Toilet break as usual... Made my way to the last urinal to relieve myself. But when I reached the last available one. I notice this 40+yr old balding combover hair perverted man occupying the urinal 2 urinals away from me.
For those who can't visualise. Here's a simple picture.
Anyways, he looked at me when I was trying to relieve myself. I thought to myself, it's only natural to take a glance at someone who happen to walk pass you. But to my horror, he kept on looking while I was undoing my zip. So I shifted my "tool" away from his view. Throughout my most uncomfortable session of relieving my bladder, the pervert then tried to peek at the guy who just arrived on his left and I was disgusted by the very next lewd act that I saw! The pervert started WANKING HIMSELF! OH MY GOD! The AUDACITY! I quickly finished up and went to wash my hands. I chosed a basin that was able see the pervert in the reflection, and I spied on him. The pervert basically leaned front and looked on to his left or right whenever some poor guy happened to park beside his urinal. The pervert would then peek at the guy's "tool" and start shaking his little tiny winky. I purposely took like almost 5mins to wash my hand and pretended to style my hair while spying on that pervert. The pervert didn't stop standing wanking himself after 5 guys finished relieving themselves beside him. I got too disgusted and went out to tell my friend about it. We waited for a while to see if he would come out soon, but the pervert obviously stayed inside the toilet enjoying his digusting act.
How sick can one person get? So please beware guys.... not only are girls the targets of perverts. Guys seem to be catching up in that area too. I've told myself to use the cubicles from now on to avoid all this unpleasantness. It really sickens me.
Had several weird disgusting toilet incidents over the past 2 weekends.
13th August:
Visited Paragon toilet while on one of my shopping sprees. Just as I hit the button on the right to open the sliding door and stepped in. To my horror, I saw a lady with long hair standing in the toilet in front of the mirror (People... Relax... Do not gasp! Its not a poltergeist, just because it's the Chinese 7th Mth.). Shocked as I was, I immediately reacted by turning to my right to glance around for those all too familiar urinals and found relieve that I didn't barged into the Ladies by accident. Focusing back to the front, standing right in front of me was actually a Transvestite! I actually felt a little violated, can you believe that? I headed straight to the cubicle instead of the usual urinals to relieve myself. "Shim" was gone by the time I went to wash my hands.
20th August:
Bugis toilet this time round. Toilet break as usual... Made my way to the last urinal to relieve myself. But when I reached the last available one. I notice this 40+yr old balding combover hair perverted man occupying the urinal 2 urinals away from me.
For those who can't visualise. Here's a simple picture.
Anyways, he looked at me when I was trying to relieve myself. I thought to myself, it's only natural to take a glance at someone who happen to walk pass you. But to my horror, he kept on looking while I was undoing my zip. So I shifted my "tool" away from his view. Throughout my most uncomfortable session of relieving my bladder, the pervert then tried to peek at the guy who just arrived on his left and I was disgusted by the very next lewd act that I saw! The pervert started WANKING HIMSELF! OH MY GOD! The AUDACITY! I quickly finished up and went to wash my hands. I chosed a basin that was able see the pervert in the reflection, and I spied on him. The pervert basically leaned front and looked on to his left or right whenever some poor guy happened to park beside his urinal. The pervert would then peek at the guy's "tool" and start shaking his little tiny winky. I purposely took like almost 5mins to wash my hand and pretended to style my hair while spying on that pervert. The pervert didn't stop standing wanking himself after 5 guys finished relieving themselves beside him. I got too disgusted and went out to tell my friend about it. We waited for a while to see if he would come out soon, but the pervert obviously stayed inside the toilet enjoying his digusting act.
How sick can one person get? So please beware guys.... not only are girls the targets of perverts. Guys seem to be catching up in that area too. I've told myself to use the cubicles from now on to avoid all this unpleasantness. It really sickens me.
Tuesday, July 25, 2006
Lost In You - Ash
Lying wide awake under strange skies
Wanting to call you, but it is late at night
And you're far away, but you are always on my mind
I feel like I'm on fire, nothing I can do
I'm troubled with doubt, though I know it is not true
And it's times like these when I am dying to speak to you
Dying to get through, I'm dying to speak to you
Dying to get through, I'm dying to speak to you.
Staring at the wall, I sink inside
I think about it all, I get caught up in my life
I can't think straight, because it's tearing up my mind
I feel like I'm on fire, nothing I can do
I'm troubled with doubt, though I know it is not true
And it's times like these when I am dying to speak to you
Dying to get through, dying to get through
The more that I think how I need you
The more that I think, the more it seems true
And now it means more that I ever meant it to
Ever meant it to
Lying wide awake under strange skies
Wanting to call you, but it is late at night
And you're far away, but you are always on my mind
You are always on my mind
You are always on my mind
You are always on my mind
You are always on my mind
You are always on my mind
You are always on my mind
Wanting to call you, but it is late at night
And you're far away, but you are always on my mind
I feel like I'm on fire, nothing I can do
I'm troubled with doubt, though I know it is not true
And it's times like these when I am dying to speak to you
Dying to get through, I'm dying to speak to you
Dying to get through, I'm dying to speak to you.
Staring at the wall, I sink inside
I think about it all, I get caught up in my life
I can't think straight, because it's tearing up my mind
I feel like I'm on fire, nothing I can do
I'm troubled with doubt, though I know it is not true
And it's times like these when I am dying to speak to you
Dying to get through, dying to get through
The more that I think how I need you
The more that I think, the more it seems true
And now it means more that I ever meant it to
Ever meant it to
Lying wide awake under strange skies
Wanting to call you, but it is late at night
And you're far away, but you are always on my mind
You are always on my mind
You are always on my mind
You are always on my mind
You are always on my mind
You are always on my mind
You are always on my mind
Insensitive - Jann Arden
How do you cool your lips
After a summer’s kiss
How do you rid the sweat
After the body bliss
How do you turn your eyes
From the romantic glare
How do you block the sound
Of a voice you’d know anywhere
Oh, I really should have known
By the time you drove me home
By the vagueness in your eyes
Casual good-byes
By the chill in your embrace
The expression on your face
That told me
You might have some advice to give
On how to be
Insensitive
How do you numb your skin
After the warmest touch
How do you slow your blood
After the body rush
How do you free your soul
After you’ve found a friend
How do you teach your heart
It’s a crime to fall in love again
Oh, you probably won’t remember me
It’s probably ancient history
I’m one of the chosen few
Who went ahead and fell for you
I’m out of vogue, I’m out of touch
I fell too fast, I feel too much
I thought that you might have
Some advice to give on how to be
Insensitive
After a summer’s kiss
How do you rid the sweat
After the body bliss
How do you turn your eyes
From the romantic glare
How do you block the sound
Of a voice you’d know anywhere
Oh, I really should have known
By the time you drove me home
By the vagueness in your eyes
Casual good-byes
By the chill in your embrace
The expression on your face
That told me
You might have some advice to give
On how to be
Insensitive
How do you numb your skin
After the warmest touch
How do you slow your blood
After the body rush
How do you free your soul
After you’ve found a friend
How do you teach your heart
It’s a crime to fall in love again
Oh, you probably won’t remember me
It’s probably ancient history
I’m one of the chosen few
Who went ahead and fell for you
I’m out of vogue, I’m out of touch
I fell too fast, I feel too much
I thought that you might have
Some advice to give on how to be
Insensitive
Tuesday, July 04, 2006
Final Fantasy
A tribute to my favourite RPG series of all time, Final Fantasy.
Here's some of the MVs from the game itself.
It always seems to be a sad song/MV.
Maybe that's why I love about it...
Final Fantasay XII
Angela Aki - Kiss Me Good Bye MV
Final Fantasay IX
Melodies of Life
Final Fantasy VIII
Eyes On Me
Here's some of the MVs from the game itself.
It always seems to be a sad song/MV.
Maybe that's why I love about it...
Final Fantasay XII
Angela Aki - Kiss Me Good Bye MV
Final Fantasay IX
Melodies of Life
Final Fantasy VIII
Eyes On Me
Friday, June 30, 2006
Bizarre Love Triangle
Just to share a song that's one of my all time favourite... There are 2 versions here for you guys to view. THe original by NEW ORDER, which is a fantastic song to listen and dance to. And the lovey dovey one covered by FRENTE which is just as nice as a love song. Enjoy the song people.
New Order - Bizarre Love Triangle
Frente! - Bizarre Love Triangle
New Order
Brotherhood (1986)
Bizarre Love Triangle
Every time I think of you
I feel shot right through with a bolt of blue
It's no problem of mine
But it's a problem I find
Living a life that I can't leave behind
But there's no sense in telling me
The wisdom of the fool won't set you free
But that's the way that it goes
And it's what nobody knows
well every day my confusion grows
Every time I see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray
I'm waiting for that final moment
You say the words that I can't say
I feel fine and I feel good
I'm feeling like I never should
Whenever I get this way
I just don't know what to say
Why can't we be ourselves like we were yesterday
I'm not sure what this could mean
I don't think you're what you seem
I do admit to myself
That if I hurt someone else
Then I'll never see just what we're meant to be
Every time I see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray
I'm waiting for that final moment
You say the words that I can't say
New Order - Bizarre Love Triangle
Frente! - Bizarre Love Triangle
New Order
Brotherhood (1986)
Bizarre Love Triangle
Every time I think of you
I feel shot right through with a bolt of blue
It's no problem of mine
But it's a problem I find
Living a life that I can't leave behind
But there's no sense in telling me
The wisdom of the fool won't set you free
But that's the way that it goes
And it's what nobody knows
well every day my confusion grows
Every time I see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray
I'm waiting for that final moment
You say the words that I can't say
I feel fine and I feel good
I'm feeling like I never should
Whenever I get this way
I just don't know what to say
Why can't we be ourselves like we were yesterday
I'm not sure what this could mean
I don't think you're what you seem
I do admit to myself
That if I hurt someone else
Then I'll never see just what we're meant to be
Every time I see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray
I'm waiting for that final moment
You say the words that I can't say
Thursday, June 29, 2006
Sappy Love Songs Crappy Sad Songs
Thought I'd just share with the people who will be reading my blog, some of the lovey dovey and sad songs that I listen to. They're in alphabetical order. I usually listen to them when I'm feelin morbid or depress. Just one word of caution, these songs really affected me alot when I was depress. My current favourite one is by Tommy Page. Go figure out the song if you can and post it in my "comments". So listen to these songs at your own risk when you're depress.
All out of love
All my only dreams
Arthur's Theme
A shoulder to cry on
All I wanna do is make love to you
By your side
Bizarre love triangle
Back for good
Can't take my eyes off you
Can't help falling in love
Careless whisper
Do you really want to hurt me
Don't want to lose you now
Dreaming of you
Every breath you take
Eternal Flame
Fallen
Fixing a broken heart
Grow old with you
Hands to heaven
Hold on
In love with you
Insensitive
If you don't know me by now
I will remember you
I'll never get over you getting over me
I could fall in love
If love is blind
I'll stand by you
I'll be there
I'll remember
If you ever
I miss you so much
If we hold on together
Linger
Last christmas
Lost in your eyes
Love song for a vampire
Leaving on a jetplane
Listen to your heart
Love changes everything
Lady rain
Make it with you
Mouth
Naked and sacred
Nobody knows
Nothing compares to you
Nothing's gonna stop us now
No more I love you
No more rhyme
Once in a lifetime
Out of reach
Rain
Rush rush
Stay forever
Stay
Spending my time
Somebody
Sometimes love just ain't enough
Sway
Sukiyaki
That's why you go away
Take a bow
Turn back the clock
Take my breath away
Time after time
Toy soldier
The most beautiful girl in the world
Truly madly deeply
Vulnerable
Words get in the way
What can I do
When you're gone
WIthout you
Wooden heart
When will I see you again
You were meant for me
All out of love
All my only dreams
Arthur's Theme
A shoulder to cry on
All I wanna do is make love to you
By your side
Bizarre love triangle
Back for good
Can't take my eyes off you
Can't help falling in love
Careless whisper
Do you really want to hurt me
Don't want to lose you now
Dreaming of you
Every breath you take
Eternal Flame
Fallen
Fixing a broken heart
Grow old with you
Hands to heaven
Hold on
In love with you
Insensitive
If you don't know me by now
I will remember you
I'll never get over you getting over me
I could fall in love
If love is blind
I'll stand by you
I'll be there
I'll remember
If you ever
I miss you so much
If we hold on together
Linger
Last christmas
Lost in your eyes
Love song for a vampire
Leaving on a jetplane
Listen to your heart
Love changes everything
Lady rain
Make it with you
Mouth
Naked and sacred
Nobody knows
Nothing compares to you
Nothing's gonna stop us now
No more I love you
No more rhyme
Once in a lifetime
Out of reach
Rain
Rush rush
Stay forever
Stay
Spending my time
Somebody
Sometimes love just ain't enough
Sway
Sukiyaki
That's why you go away
Take a bow
Turn back the clock
Take my breath away
Time after time
Toy soldier
The most beautiful girl in the world
Truly madly deeply
Vulnerable
Words get in the way
What can I do
When you're gone
WIthout you
Wooden heart
When will I see you again
You were meant for me
Wednesday, June 28, 2006
Walking through Memories
Have you ever felt as if everything was so familiar yet so foreign at the same time? I took a walk last night through a place I found strangely familiar. There was this nostalgic feeling that was almost too overbearing. I couldn't explain why, but with every step I took. Every step that connected to the ground, I felt my heart go "thud" too... I looked around to find something to connect to my memories but I couldn't. Some things seem to have changed. People seem to come and go in that bustling place. I just sautered my way through the massive crowd, floating through them as if I was invisible. Just like a memory that was misplaced somewhere. I wondered to myself, is it real or just a dream? How long has it been? It was all just too real to be a memory I guess.
Tuesday, June 20, 2006
Friday, May 05, 2006
Tuesday, March 28, 2006
melancholy 270306
Today's blog is dedicated to a friend. It may not mean anything to you or me, but it might mean alot to my friend right now.
Her melancholic smile.
When he acquainted her with the melancholy truth.
Causing pain, sadness and despondence.
Sorrow came from her eyes like the weeping clouds in the sky.
To drown the anger within her soul.
There is melancholy in her voice and sorrow in her tone.
Growing more melancholy with every passing hour.
Dry are her eyes and gone are her sorrow.
The melancholy still remains deep within her soul.
Her melancholic smile.
When he acquainted her with the melancholy truth.
Causing pain, sadness and despondence.
Sorrow came from her eyes like the weeping clouds in the sky.
To drown the anger within her soul.
There is melancholy in her voice and sorrow in her tone.
Growing more melancholy with every passing hour.
Dry are her eyes and gone are her sorrow.
The melancholy still remains deep within her soul.
Thursday, March 23, 2006
Being Malign
Today 22/03/06, I've encountered that word once again in my life. I really detest it when people point false accusations at me when I'm not guilty. I loathe the feeling that starts to boil my blood. All my friends would know that I hardly have a temper, but when I do... please steer clear of my path. My closest friends would know that I hate being Malign. Can't believe the audacity of the person who pointed the finger at me without finding out the truth first! He just calumniated me, I felt so disgusted. That is one of the things that I really loathe, to be Maligned!
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