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How fast would you reach ground level from here?

我已经变了`但也来不及了

Morbid Tuesday

Officially feeling very morbid and moody on this tuesday morning.
Never fails to affect me. Why?

KRISPY KREME

Day 1



My wonderful box of KRISPY KREME!
I love you so much JAC!
So thoughtful of you to buy me this humongous box of KRISPY KREME!
Loving every minute of it!
Like Homer Simpson salivating and
slowly devouring his donuts at work.
That's how I'm attacking my Krispy Kreme Donuts!
DOoo... Nuts... D'OH!

Marchand De Légumes

My new watch that literally tells me the time. In Japanese! Lol...
Been looking for this watch for a while already. Finally found it!
It looks childish and cheapo, but who fucking cares!
As long as I love it, it's fine!

Happiness

What's happiness?

Show Some Appreciation

Can't help but to feel that what I did was not being appreciated.
Like I was just being made used of.
Not even a word of thanks.

H E A D A C H E

Stupid Headache today was almost splitting my skull into half...
The intensity of the pain caused me to lose my appetite.
Couldn't concentrate on anything at all.
Worse of all, I had to sit thru an interview with that damn headache throbbing away like a train on a railway track!

Grieving

Grieving is not only for those who have loved ones who pass away.
Grieving is also for those who have lost a loved one.
When can one ever stop grieving...

New Pair Of Nudie Slim Kim on a chill-out night.

ADDICTION

Main Entry: ad·dic·tion

Pronunciation: &-'dik-sh&n

Function: noun:

compulsive physiological need for and use of a habit-forming substance.
characterized by tolerance and by well-defined physiological symptoms upon withdrawal; broadly : persistent compulsive use of a substance known by the user to be physically, psychologically, or socially harmful.

思念是一种病

思念是一种病 : 震岳&蔡健雅

当你在穿山越岭的另一边
我在孤独的路上没有尽头

一辈子有多少的来不及
发现已经失去
最重要的东西
恍然大悟早已远去
为何总是在犯错之后
才肯相信错的是自己
他们说这就是人生
试著体会试著忍住眼泪
还是躲不开应该有的情绪

我不会奢求世界停止转动
我知道逃避一点都没有用
只是这段时间里尤其在夜里
还是会想起难忘的事情
我想我的思念是一种病
久久不能痊愈

当你在穿山越岭的另一边
我在孤独的路上没有尽头
时常感觉你在耳后的呼吸
却未曾感觉你在心口的鼻息

汲汲营营
忘记身边的人需要爱和关心
藉口总是拉远了距离
不知不觉无声无息
我们总是在抱怨事与愿违
却不愿意回头看看自己
想想自己到底做了甚么蠢事情

也许是上帝给我一个试炼
只是这伤口需要花点时间
只是会想念过去的一切
那些人事物会离我远去
而我们终究也会远离
变成回忆

当你在穿山越岭的另一边
我在孤独的路上没有尽头
时常感觉你在耳后的呼吸
却未曾感觉你在心口的鼻息

oh 思念是一种病
oh 思念是一种病一种病

多久没有说我爱你
多久没有拥抱你所爱的人
当这个世界不在那么美好
只有爱可以让他更好
我相信一切都来得及
别管那些纷纷扰扰
别让不开心的事停下了脚步
就怕你不说就怕你不做
别让遗憾继续一切都来得及

当你在穿山越岭的另一边
我在孤独的路上没有尽头
时常感觉你在耳后的呼吸
却未曾感觉你在心口的鼻息

NUDIE

Got my Nudie today! Love the fit...
So comfy. Glad I went up to try it out.
Was just slacking away and taking a break.
Went into the shophouse to take a look at the Nudie.
Just couldn't resist the temptation to try it out.
It fitted me like it was made for me. Lol...
So I bought it after a short consideration.

Sad thing is that my Japan T-shirt orders didn't manage to get through.
Most of the S sizes were out. Due to the sale period there.
You win some, you lose some, I suppose.

Had to battle the flu bug/sorethroat these 2 days.
Was kinda glad to have made it to Xian's Birthday Party.
Haven't seen her in a long time.
She still looks good, if not better then ever.

Going back to my Harry Potter.
*Think I might wanna sleep in my Nudie*

010807

Always thought the start of a brand new month would be good.
Turns out that this is one of the worse days for me.

Went hunting for a Vest, which I cannot find at all.
Maybe because my friend sucked at describing the place.

Wanted to get my April77 Colour Overdrive Raw today.
Was pissed off by one of the guy staff there. So freaking afraid that I might mess up his display shelf. Kept ranting on about the display rack where they hang the jeans.

FOR GOODNESS SAKE! I'M NOT GOING TO MESS UP YOUR STUPID SHELF. JUST LOOKING AT THE DIFFERENT JEANS MATERIAL, U MORON!

Ended up talking to a nicer guy staff, and when I wanted to try on the pair I was eyeing on. He told me that my size has no more stock. Argh! How irritating! I was already planning on when I can wear my new jeans. *POOF* There goes my hope of wearing a new pair of jeans this month.

There were other things that were not going my way today too.
Too many to list out. I'll be ranting away here and start boring the shit out of whoever's reading this.

The only, maybe possibly the good thing that happened today was that Jean Danker said I was wearing a nice watch.

All in all, I get really irritated when my plans gets all twisted and not going my way. Really irritates the hell out of me.

What a fucked up start to a new month.

The Fashion Whore In Me

Fashion is not about utility.
An accessory is merely a piece of iconography
used to express individual identity

4 In The Morning

It's 4 in the morning now. can't seem to sleep. although I'm like freaking tired.
It's never nice to be the last to know. I seem to always be the last.
What's wrong with being a nice guy? You get trampled all over.
Putting too much trust in people, will open up the doors of lies.
Why is it so?

Olivia's voice is humming in my head now. Serenading my world. Soothing my heart, my soul, my spirit.

No Candy Please

其实还爱你

Like I said, I'm a sucker for sad songs.



我讨厌　阴天的风　冷得那么刺痛
只有你　能够抚平所有的寂寞
昨天的风筝在角落
被谁丢到了路口
我很不想让你 找到离开的理由

每一夜　闭上眼睛　我看到了恶梦
你微笑　但是旁边的人不是我
天空切开一道裂缝
直接割到我心中
不想装作脆弱　也不想爱得懦弱 只是我非常爱你 不想失去你
难道我没有权利 说我不愿意
你给了他的吻　虽然只有余温
可知道我多渴望抓住你的心

我知道他很爱你 你怕他伤心
我每天假装开心 害怕你离去
可不可以任性　求求你不要去
藏在我心里　最后一句　其实还爱你

每一夜　闭上眼睛　我看到了恶梦
你微笑　但是旁边的人不是我
天空切开一道裂缝
直接割到我心中
不想装作脆弱　也不想爱得懦弱

只是我非常爱你 不想失去你
难道我没有权利 说我不愿意 HO-OH
你给了他的吻　虽然只有余温
可知道我多渴望抓住 你的心

我知道他很爱你 你怕他伤心
我每天假装开心 害怕你离去
可不可以任性　求求你不要去
藏在我心里　最后一句　其实还爱你

可不可以任性　求求你不要去
藏在我心里　最后一句
其实还爱你

Right Here, Right Now!

Kicking back, relaxing, watching cable in my room.
Just set up the damn thing only.

Yesterday Once More...

As I was sitting there on a Saturday night, on the sofa in the middle of Conrad Hotel waiting.
I was listening to the pianist playing.
As I listened on, I was humming along to the song.
Yesterday Once More...
The lyrics really affected me like the softie I was.
Always a sucker for sad songs.
Maybe because I was brought up in that kind of a household.
Here's the song...

When I was young
I'd listen to the radio
Waitin' for my favorite songs
When they played I'd sing along
It made me smile.

Those were such happy times
And not so long ago
How I wondered where they'd gone
But they're back again
Just like a long lost friend
All the songs I loved so well.

Every Sha-la-la-la
Every Wo-o-wo-o
Still shines
Every shing-a-ling-a-ling
That they're startin' to sing's
So fine.

When they get to the part
Where he's breakin' her heart
It can really make me cry
Just like before
It's yesterday once more.

Lookin' back on how it was
In years gone by
And the good times that I had
Makes today seem rather sad
So much has changed.

It was songs of love that
I would sing to then
And I'd memorize each word
Those old melodies
Still sound so good to me
As they melt the years away.

Every Sha-la-la-la
Every Wo-o-wo-o
Still shines
Every shing-a-ling-a-ling
That they're startin' to sing's
So fine.

All my best memories
Come back clearly to me
Some can even make me cry.

Just like before
It's yesterday once more.