Groove Armada @ ZOUK

Didn't really have time to blog recently. Been too caught in between trying to prepare my portfolio, hanging out , gaming on my 360. Will try to update as often. But for now... I'd really like to say that last Friday's (150906) Groove Armada at ZOUK was excellent! Met lots of friends there as well. Didn't get drunk too, maybe my 5/10 skills improved more after numerous rounds of losing and drinking. That I might have to thank DAWN Tan for it. Eugene was a goner after god knows how many rounds of intoxicating alcohol. Was trying to keep a look out for him when he was dancing like a maniac next to the stairs. Even his friends were keeping a lookout. Somehow, things just didn't feel right or the same. But anyways, got to get back to work. Was taking a break to sneak in this lil' update.

Snafu

Over the weekend, there was this pang of rejection that washed over me again for the fourth time.
Don't ask me why, when or how. I won't be telling anyone anything.
The bubbles that I've been creating around me seems to be bursting one by one.
Things seems to be getting more and more further away with each step I take forward to grasp tightly of the current situation.
The reasons for achieving my goal seems to be getting more ambiguous.
But I know that I will strive harder at my next attempt.
We have to make our own mistakes, we have to learn our own lessons.
We have to sweep today's possibilities under tommorrow's rug until we can't anymore, until we finally understand ourselves.
That knowing is better then wondering, that waking is better then sleeping.
And even the biggest failure, even the worse most intractable mistake beats the hell out of never trying.