Haven't been updating my blog in a while. No time, No mood, No nothing at all... Things have been happening but I'm just too got damn tired to blog it down. So here I am once again with my previous big event. The Subaru Challenge. I'd would say looking at people standing there seems easy enough, but when I was there at the hot spot with my hand attached to the car. It seemed almost like an eternity. I only manage to last 10hrs 26mins before I remove my numbed hand from the car to get a drink. I WAS DYING OF THIRST! Felt like I was back on the Brunei Mountains during my army training where we were running low on water and had to ration whatever that's left. Well, there's always next year!
I pretended I'm glad you went away These four walls closin' more every day And I'm dying inside And nobody knows it but me Like a clown I put on a show The pain is real even if nobody knows And I'm crying inside And nobody knows it but me
Why didn't I say The things I needed to say How could I let my angel get away Now my world is just a tumblin' down I can say it so clearly But you're nowhere around
The nights are lonely, the days are so sad And I just keep thinkin' about The love that we had And I'm missin' you And nobody knows it but me
I carry a smile when I'm broken in two And I'm nobody without someone like you I'm tremblin' inside and nobody knows it but me I lie awake it's a quarter past three I'm screamin' at night as if I thought You'd hear me Yeah my heart is callin' you And nobody knows it but me
How blue can I get You could ask my heart But like a jigsaw puzzle it's been torn all apart A million words couldn't say just how I feel A million years from now you know I'll be lovin' you still
The nights are lonely, the days are so sad And I just keep thinkin' about The love that we had And I'm missin' you And nobody knows it but me
Tomorrow mornin' I'm hitting the dusty road Gonna find you wherever, ever you might go I'm gonna unload my heart and hope you come back to me Said when the nights are lonely...
The nights are lonely, the days are so sad And I just keep thinkin' about The love that we had And I'm missin' you And nobody knows it but me
