Quite relieved to hear from Dr Julian that I can finally rub my eyes and go swimming without goggles. After 2 months of self control, refraining myself from rubbing my eyes when I'm tired or when I just wake up. It's quite torturous, you know?
Fate has been kind to me, but life still ain't no sunshine. Been doing things to change myself, but I feel it's only external.
Like going for Lasik to get rid of my specs. Some say I look better without them, but mostly agree that they've grown used to seeing me in different specs on different occasions. It's already an accessory that I have on daily.
Gone on a 11 day holiday trip to Hongkong. Went to visit relatives, meet up with some that I've never even seen before. Loiter and mixed around with the locals. Feeling the different culture there was good. Almost didn't wanted to come back, if it's not for those things that I cannot let go off back home.
Haven't coloured my hair in a year. Can you believe it? Friends have been asking me why I haven't been colouring my hair for so long, some thought why I've coloured my hair black on purpose. Well, I guess I've not been in the mood to colour my hair anymore. Just leaving it black, black like my soul?
Maybe if I can put it in words. Perhaps I'd say that the world I'm living in is currently black & white, moving in a slow motion.
It's pretty tough to be a ebullient, jaunty, exuberant person everyday when you go out when it's the exact opposite of how you're feeling.
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